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January 15, 2006
someday love will find you
You know after a breakup how there are certain songs that hurt you too much to listen because they remind you too much of him, but you can't help it because dammit you want to cry? Well, I have one such song, but it doesn't make me cry, instead it boils the blood inside of me.
And that's Journey's Don't Stop Believing.
Really. The damn song already topped the list of my Most Hated Songs of All Time (tm) prior to the break up. But for some reason I can't understand (I think he went to a kareoke bar) he started singing it a lot while he was in NYC, randomly quoting one of its lines in the middle of a damn conversation. It would make me so mad, out all the excellent bands in the world he had to sing Journey (are they from Jersey? That would explain things).
Now, I cringe as if a million darts were mercilessly headed my way when I listen to the song. One more thing to despise him for. One more thing to be angry and sorry about.
I dreamt of him last night. Well, dreamt I was at his family's xmas party (I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I WAS THERE), which was huuuuge, like an acre full of people. There was a Mediterranean-like pool surrounded by exotic plants, and that's where he was. And I avoided him like the plague, but made sure he saw me. I guess I was there to wish a Merry Christmas to his Mom, who is actually a really nice lady.
ugh.
ENOUGH CRAP.
Yayyy I got a Flickr Pro account! Me so happy!! Finally, I can arrange more than three miserable sets!
Working on a very Spring tote bag at the moment. It is always Spring here at Star Magnolia!
Posted by starmagn at January 15, 2006 03:31 PM
Comments
wow. i know exactly what you mean.
Wonderwall by Oasis..
Posted by: Sam at January 15, 2006 03:46 PM